John Cheezy For Sheezy.

So John is very happy because he finally accomplished his goal. John smoked out of his mini hookah for the first time. He was a very happy camper last night. Currently passed out on Nicks bed (for some reason because that is kinda homo).

All kidding aside yesterday was the first day of my spring break and I think it started off right. I got to hang out with all my on campus friends at least once this week before they left for their separate destinations. I also got to clear up some drama with a friend which is always a plus.

I think I had a revelation last night. I'm not sure if it was the good water I had or Nick's lecturing but I came to a conclusion; I'm too hard on women. As funny as that is coming from my mouth, Mr. Blunt honesty, I am too hard on women. I admit it. I don't really know if I plan to do anything about this but I feel like my expectations of women are higher than my expectations of men.

I was really trying to think about why. I mean for the most part I treat girls like guys. It could be one of two things: Either it's because all the guys I consider my friends have fewer flaws that set me off or I have some repressed hatred of women (haha). Although a lot (and I mean a lot) of girls have caused me much strife over the years, I don't think I have a psychological hatred of women. Men and women are different, they act different, and annoy me in different ways and frequencies.

My point is this, while I don't rule out Nick's statement, I am not convinced its true. Although women still drive me crazy, its the women who don't know their fucking up that drive me crazier. To give a good example of someone who admits they fucked up, Holly Bok. Whenever shes having a moment, she lets me know "Hey I'm sorry I'm just being a woman right now". I think that is awesome.

However I have sympathy for those who don't know or can't admit their having a moment. I know when I think I'm right, I do not budge at all. We can all get a little stubborn at times and that's okay. We all make mistakes but when you know you fucked up just admit it, espeacially when your caught haha.

"Same ol' decent lazy eye, fixed to rest on you" - Silversun Pickups